One day I woke up and decided that was it. I saw the light. I got away from the mad times and wasted life. I felt tired, but I knew this was finally it.The only real thing that pulled me through was God I believe. He is keeping me here for now and there must be a good reason. I want to thank him for that. I'm not a crazy religious person, but I definitely stand by the fact that he's the only reason that I'm still here. All the people out there that are feeling down and thinking things are that bad, think again. no matter how bad things might seem, always tell yourself, it could always be worse. You will feel better again.