I Am Finally Learning To Love Myself
By A Friend • October 22, 2020
It is an amazing feeling, I have never felt something like this. I’ve been realizing so much, just little things.. but they add up. Like, how I went from sleeping 12 hours a day to 10. My water intake has increased from none to about 2 cups daily. I am actually washing my hair and not just standing in the shower. How I don’t rush to grab makeup when I do head out. My appetite is coming back, geez am I hungry. My friends text me about gossip and drama, yet I am no longer interested. I deleted my social media a week ago, I have yet to reinstall it. I am brushing my teeth at least 2 times a week, compared to not at all.
It has affected my relationship drastically too. Not sure if my partner has noticed yet. I am finding myself less irritated by things I used to be. (i.e we have different beliefs) I am becoming less talkative, no longer talking to fill the void. I don’t fidget when we hold hands. I sometimes sweep up my hair from the washroom floor. Man, I even agreed to watch Harry Potter with him, all of them.
It’s honestly brining tears to my eyes. It’s the little things. From resorting to suicide each time I have a bad day to giving myself mantras and being my own therapist. It might be too soon to say I fully love myself. I just know my destination to love is getting there soon.
Cat Realizes The Outside Life Is Not For Him, Rings Doorbell And Begs To Be Let In
Truck Driver Leaves Toy For Person Who Always Waves As They Drive Past
Two Grinning Brothers Unaware That They Were Minutes Away From Being Struck By Lightning While Climbing Moro Rock
Top 10 Childish Things Grown Men Still Do -- And Still Enjoy Doing
A 2,000 Year Old Giant Cat Geoglyph Has Been Discovered In Peru
Man Grows A Giant Pumpkin, Rides It Down A River On His Birthday, Breaks World Record
Missing Cat Rings Family's Doorbell
A Coyote Finds A Squeaky Toy Outside. Turns Out Coyotes Love Squeaky Toys Too
Woman Captures Wholesome Family Moment On A Rainy Day
Elephant Imitates A Little Girl
Hilarious Video Shows Cat Slapping Seals