I Have Decided

By A Friend • October 8, 2020

This is the end. And the beginning.

The end of endless self guilt, procrastination, postponing and ignoring the reality, running away and hiding, crying, blaming others. The end of overthiking and not following my dreams. The end of giving a sh*t about other people's opinions. The end of wishing something that is not in my power, and whining over the past or daydreaming about the future.

This is the beginning of admitting my mistakes. The beginning of working hard even when it seems impossible, taking up on a challenge, like I used to. The beginning of waking up my passion and fixing past mistakes. The beginning on focusing what can I do today rather than tomorrow, and doing what I think is right for me.

I am responsible for everything in my life that lead me to this point, and I am responsible for getting out of it.

It will be hard at first, but I will keep going no matter what.

PREVIOUS STORY NEXT STORY SHARE YOUR STORY

Click Here For The Most Popular On Sunny Skyz

feel good videoSisters Ask Mom To Send A Cardinal Once She's In Heaven. Watch The Miracle!

feel good storiesRemembering Judge Frank Caprio: The World’s Kindest Judge

feel good storiesPeanut The Famous Turtle Is Turning 41 — And She’s Having A Party!

feel good storiesTeen Mom Shares The Note A Nurse Left for Her At 16 — Years Later, The Story Comes Full Circle

feel good storiesReal People Recall The Moments That Brought Them The Purest Joy

feel good storiesTaylor Swift’s High School Ex Had The Funniest Take On Her Engagement News

feel good videoBaby Giraffe Gets The Zoomies And We Can't Get Enough

feel good videoWoman Shares Voicemail From Dermatologist And We're In Tears Laughing

feel good videoBackyard Visitor: Woman Welcomes Majestic Deer With Incredible Antlers

feel good videoYoung Mariners Fan Goes All-In On Popcorn — And Wins The Internet

feel good videoTeen With Cerebral Palsy Brings Crowd To Their Feet With Inspiring Walk Across Stage

Chris Filippou 12:17 PM (3 minutes ago) to me