If only the world were a simple place. If only you could know the answers to all the questions in life, then you would feel complete. However, you seek the answers and can't seem to find them all in one place. The more that you seek, the more questions that you have. There are topics in mind that you Google answers to. When you find something interesting it leads to more interesting things. The answer is inside of you. I know it's hard to believe, but it is there. It's there in your dreams and behind your closed eyelids. Why not meditate upon it? You can seek all you want, but every person you find that answers your question will only have a very small piece of the puzzle to talk about. Life IS mysterious. Every answer is a tidbit of information, but it would take lifetimes of being in a physical form to even touch the cornerstone of what this experience is. Funny how we experience it... knowing there is something more there, that we just can't recall.. just out of reach. The best advice I can give you is to love yourself and love life, and love others. Even those people who upset you... send them love. Be polite. You'll do okay. I promise.